IN YOUR BLOOD
Verse 1
When you come up with excuses inside of your head
But none to say
And you realize that the life you live comes with strings attached
And a price to pay1
When you’re using the legs inside of your glass
To run away2
And the voices in your head become the poison in your blood
Running through your veins
Verse 2
When the only light to guide you3 puts smoke within your lungs
And turns to ash4
And you look into the mirror,5 can’t recognize your face6
Through broken glass7
When all you want to do now is hold her in your arms
But not today8
And she looks into your eyes to find the man she loves
But he’s gone away9
Chorus
Don’t you leave her
You’ll come to find
That life without her love
Is all but hopeless10
Don’t you leave her
Your common ground11
Is locked up in your walls
Behind the fortress12
1 Gal 6:7
2 Is 5:11
3 Jn 8:12
7 A broken glass mirror is like a chaotic body of water. To truly see ourselves, the waters must be calm (Mk 4:39)
8 “Grant me chastity and continence, but not yet” - St. Augustine, Confessions
9 “Your father was seduced by the Dark Side of the Force. He ceased to be Anakin Skywalker and became Darth Vader. When that happened, the good man, who was your father, was destroyed.” - Obi-Wan Kenobi, Return of the Jedi
10 Pr 4:6
11 Gen 2:24, Is 11:6, “Man becomes whole, integrated, calm, fertile, and happy when (and only when) the process of individuation is complete, when the conscious and the unconscious have learned to live at peace and to complement one another.” Carl Jung, Man and His Symbols
12 “To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.” C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves